All my fantasys are about?

bi men. I am a straight female married to a bi man and nothing turns me on more than that. I find myself thinking about being with 2 men all the time. But I want them to be with one another as well. My husband and I have done a few 3 somes and had a guy live with us for about a yr. He would still be here except for the fact that he had to go and take care of his sick nother. I would love to have that again. I want to know if I am the only woman who thinks of this all the time. Obviously I know I am not the ONLY one but alot of females think i am a sick person but I dont see it any different than a man who wants to be with 2 women.