Sensual Dreams....?

I keep having these dreams... I wait so very long to have with one person (honey moon or trips to exotic places) and at first I am very shy and scared about losing my virginity (since I am a virgin) I find myself crying and writhing while making love for the first time. But in my dream, after the first time I become some ual BEAST! my drive is insatiable and I need it from him every time, every way. One dream I had my 'husband' run away from me hiding in the closet...what does this all mean?